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What do you do when everything is broken?

Hi all, I am back from holiday. Its a little sad but I'm so happy to be back in London! Well I was for the first few days. What I realised is I love London, but I have come back to reality. Back to my regular life, and that's the bit that has be feeling down. I need something to change in my life and I need it soon. For those of you that do not know I am a gay muslim who is not out. Not being out has its advantages from a family perspective, as I will most likely be outcasted if I do come out, but it has a lot of disadvantages also. Those being mainly the constant pressure from parents to get married and not being able to be myself. I'm tired of this now. I want to be me. I want to be able to be myself and not have to constantly hide who I am. Even friends who do not know, I would like to be open with them too. Finally allow myself to stop being in the shadows and see light. So I have decided that I want the next 12 months to be a defining period of my life. I know i