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I’ve gotta be me

Hi all, It’s been a while since my last blog post, but so much has happened that I haven’t had time to get on here and type away. Work is making me feel like I made the wrong choice by taking the job. My manager is being annoying, and is holding me back for fear I will be better than him. Or at least he is giving that impression to me. The only thing getting me through are the people I work with. They are becoming more than work colleagues, and I consider them to be good friends now. As such I decided to be more open and honest with them (not that I wasn’t before), but I hadn’t disclosed my sexuality to them at all. Now I’m not the type of person who feels that I have to advertise that I’m gay. Over the years I have got to a point where I am more confident in telling people, but at the beginning I would get overcome with fear and anxiety, and would dance around the subject. I would fear that by telling people after knowing them for so long felt like a betrayal of our friendship, a