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Santa Baby

Hi all,

I hope everyone is ready for the holidays. It’s a lovely time of year. People are generally a bit happier, things tend to be busy but then slow down, and London is full of festive cheer. It’s also near my birthday, which is always fun for me. This year I got to spend it with bae. My first birthday spent as a proper couple, and it was glorious. We had an easy day, and. Got my wish of not wanting to make any decisions so was extra happy. It was nice waking up in the flat and realising what I have achieved this year. New job, new home and a more serious relationship with bae. Truly everything I could ever ask for.

But something in me wants more. This time of year is all about family, and whilst I am on my way home now to spend time with them, and bae is at his family spending time with them, I yearn for us to be together and spend it as one. It would be amazing to have everyone enjoying the festivities and my family getting to meet bae. Sadly I know this would never happen, as my parents would not allow it. So I must settle instead to meet bae’s family, which would be amazing when it happens. I already have met his sister, who is lovely and I get on well with, so meeting her again will be nice. To finally meet his mother would be interesting. I have sent some presents, which I hope she likes, but I have this romantic notion of meeting her one day and her liking me, and approving. Like one of those American Hallmark channel movies where everyone meets and Christmas and it ends up going well.

My wish for the future would be for this to happen. I know next year is most likely, and in that time bae will finally meet my sister, and I will meet more of his family. This is something I never dreamed would happen, and am so glad it will. It’s truly what relationships are for, to build bridges and extend ones love to others. So for this year all I ask of Santa is to bring me a happy 2020, and for future dreams to come true.

And for all my followers and people who stumbled onto this blog, I hope you have a wonderful Christmas (or holiday period), and a fantastic new year. I hope you get to spend it with loved ones too.



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