It's been a while since I last wrote a post, and to be honest not much has gone on in my world. Except for a pandemic, starting a new job and celebrating one year in the flat. So yeah, not much but also a lot! This year has been crazy, and it doesn't look like it will get any less crazy anytime soon. The pandemic is still rife, and affecting everyone and everything. I truly hope you are all keeping well and trying to maintain social distance with face coverings and hand gels galore. It has affected all walks of life, has made us adapt to a 'new normal' and has forced us to re-think our daily lives in general.
One aspect that has affected everyone is travel. Be it local travel on public services, or the all elusive holiday abroad, we have all been affected. Bae has not been able to see his parents since the beginning, and every little sliver of a chance he gets to go back, the rules inevitably change and it becomes harder. I for one am tired of not having a holiday. Being frontline NHS workers. we have not been furloughed, and had worked from the very start. Whilst we are forever thankful we have jobs, as I know many who have lost theirs through businesses not earning enough, or receiving any help from the government (although that's not surprising given the types of people in power), it has become tiring to be in pandemic mode all the time and not get away from it. Many people have staycationed, and I think we will have to do the same. But with ever changing tiers, rules and systems, where are we supposed to go?
All our plans have been ruined, and that is the case for everyone. But a holiday is a must. It helps with mental health, relaxation and generally added fun. We will continue to look for places to go, as I really do want to get away, even just for a few days. If not, then it will be the first year I have not been away from London for a short time in the last 10 years. I get that I shouldn't be complaining, but it's just how I feel. It won't be the end of the world if I don't get away, but it would be nice to.
Hopefully it won't remain like this. Hopefully we will persevere and get through this pandemic together. We will be better for it too, with more acceptance and knowledge on how we can affect public health. This will help us in the future when flu's come around etc. But the heart wants what it wants. And mine wants a holiday.
I can always imagine myself on holiday instead.